Skolavslutningen igår var rätt så okej, for hem vid tolv blev så trött.

Idag har jag vaknat ganska sent, drömde en mardröm inatt också. När jag vaknade kände jag mitt hjärta slå otroligt snabbt och hårt. Det går inte att förklara drömmen men den var hemsk. Hur mycket jag än försökte döda honom så gick det inte, och jag försökte ringa till en kompis men det enda jag hörde var hans röst i telefonen och jag försökte skrika att någon skulle rädda mig i telefonen men det var ingen där, och hur mycket jag än högg med de där svärdet eller vad det nu var så hände inget. Det var dom här gubbarna som jag drömde om som försökte döda mig och alla andra..

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Let me apologize to begin with
Let me apologize for what I'm about to say
But trying to be genuine was harder than it seemed
And somehow I got caught up in between

Let me apologize to begin with
Let me apologize for what I'm about to say
But trying to be someone else was harder than it seemed
And somehow I got caught up in between

Between my pride and my promise
Between my lies and how the truth gets in the way
And things I want to say to you get lost before they come
The only thing that's worse than one is none

Let me apologize to begin with
Let me apologize for what I'm about to say
But trying to regain your trust was harder than it seemed
And somehow I got caught up in between

Between my pride and my promise
Between my lies and how the truth gets in the way
The things I want to say to you get lost before they come
The only thing that's worse than one is none
The only thing that's worse than one is none

And I cannot explain to you
And anything I say or do or plan
Fear is not afraid of you
But guilt's a language you can understand
I cannot explain to you
And anything I say or do
I hope the actions speak the words they can

For my pride and my promise
For my lies and how the truth gets in the way
The things I want to say to you get lost before they come
The only thing that's worse than one is

Pride and my promise
Between my lies and how the truth gets in the way
The things I want to say to you get lost before they come
The only thing that's worse than one is none
The only thing that's worse than one is none
The only thing that's worse than one is none